A Month Has Passed

Berhabuk.. bersarang... bersawang dah ini blog.. hahaha.. tak sempat nak update pasal my wedding pun...

Pejam celik pejam celik dah sebulan (lebih) dah me being a wife. A lot has happened ever since. I've been busy.. really busy with work and life. And it really makes me wonder how did others do it. Probably they just sleep less.. hahahha...

I will try my best to update the story of the wedding. I promise... I promise myself and you..

Ok.. Sabar ekkk...

Stay tuned..

One More Week

The clock is really ticking... fast... huhu...

sedar tak sedar lagi seminggu je lagi. Insyallah minggu depan aku akan jadi isteri orang. Cuak? Hell yeah... Sedia? Also yes... Everything will be new. Yang paling takut is the fact that I can no longer make decision on my own, but he can. Oh my... Mmg menggigil part ni. As a person who makes her own decision for the longest time ever... the expectation to be a follower to mmg menakutkan.

agaknye sbb tu la ada je org yg tak kawin kawin kan... ada gak la time time yg kecut perut n rasa nak putuskan je. serius ada.. tapi he is very understanding, very mature, n sangat la penyabar. aku ni baran kot.. keras kepala.. semuanya la kat aku. huhu... kalau buku bertemu ruas mmg ada harapan tak jadi kawin.

Insyallah... doa aku hanya untuk segalanya berjalan lancar dan seterusnya juga lancar sehingga ke akhirnya. Tak mau slalu gaduh2 pasal aku tau diri aku yg keras hati ni kalau gaduh mmg susah naik baik balik..

Pada yang belum beli hadiah lagi masih sempat nak berbuat demikian. Antara wish list aku ialah toaster oven, TV Sony Bravia 50", microwave, coffee machine cbtl, and lots of corningware utk hidang makanan... arasso?

Bak Tailor

Ever heard of them?
Quite famous right.....

We decided to let Bak tailored my man's baju nikah.
The baju siap on 24th July. But since it's meant for nikah, not for raya, we decided to pick it up later after raya la..
So we went to Shah Alam branch where we sent the kain in the first place. The girl relek je cakap, "Baju abang ni kitorg dah hantar ke Jalan TAR. Abg g ambik kat sana la.."
We were like "Kenapa anta ke Jalan TAR?"
And she was like "Semua baju yg tak ambik sebelum raya kita hantar sana"
Terus makcik hangin... In my mind was like "ko nak jual ke apa baju tu..."
Then we asked HER to go to Jalan TAR THERE and THEN. Gila apa kitorg lak yg nak g Jalan TAR tu... Sesia anta kain kat Shah Alam kan...

Then nak sedapkan hati kitorg the girl cakap sampin ada kat situ. She went to get it and gave it to us. The moment she took it out from the plastic I was like "Itu bukan sampin kitorg...."

End up, we waited 3 hours for them to go to Jalan TAR and come back as well as look for our sampin. The sampin that I bought match the lining of my dress. Even though it's not that expensive it's still kind of hard to replace.

We wanted money (obviously) but they didn't want to pay. They said we can choose whichever sampin from the kedai and it will be free. The girl keep trying to get us to take those 200-300 Ringgit sampin. Hell no.... We chose...

Hamik ko...

And she checked the sampin and told us that "sampin ni belum jahit ni"

We quickly replied "tak pe takpe.. kami jahit sendiri...."

Takde nye la nak anta baju lagi ke any Bak Tailor. It's really a bad experience...

Sekian.

2 More Weeks

Lagi 2 minggu...

START PANICKING!!!!

Baju nikah masih besar. Belum alter. (Note to self: call Kak Za Tailor and book her that week for my alteration)

Baju sanding BELUM SIAP. Rasanya kena alter lagi... (Note to self: stay gemuk like this or your baju sanding will be a baggy one)

Bunga pahar pun BELUM SIAP. (Note to self: sabar je la)

And now is the time for me to start worrying weather the band that my uncle has booked for me can sing my songs or not.
Is there any chances Anuar Zain will come for a surprise wedding gift for his fan? I need him to sing Teman Terulung while I'm walking down the aisle.....

Opppss... Lupa

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

MH 17 AMS-KUL

"Ya Allah! Besar sungguh kekuasaan Mu. Di kala kami menyambut 10 Ramadhan yang terakhir... Di kala hening subuh Jumaat Mu yang barakah... Kau tunjukkan kepada kami ... Kau mampu menjadikan musibah satu keistimewaan..."

Betapa agung nya ketetapan yg telah Kau berikan...

Ramai yang tau aku dulu kerja fly sana sini walaupun aku bukan airline crew. There was a joke saying that I flew more than the crew itself. And flying over Russia is one of my routes.

Tapi skang aku dh keje on the ground. Aku pernah menyesal balik keje Malaysia. Hari2 penat bersesak dlm LRT. Penat commute sejam utk g keje and another hour utk balik keje. Kena tido awal sbb penat plus kedai pun tutup awal. Taraf hidup tinggi. Gaji kecik. Jerebu. Apa je yg takde...

Allah itu Maha Mengetahui. My mom wouldn't be able to sleep in peace kalau aku still flying around. I would be flying with terror myself. Seminggu lepas aku balik, Allah hilangkan MH370. 3 bulan kemudian satu lagi nahas. Ya Allah, aku akur dengan ketetapan Mu... Alhamdulillah.

On the other hand... aku tau ini buka  sign utk aku sorg ja.. Allah jemput mereka yg terlibat pada malam jumaat dalam 10 malam terakhir Ramadhan. Istimewa sungguh jemputan itu. Dan aku yakin, mereka yang terlibat kini sedang tersenyum menikmati syahid kecil yang Allah hadiahkan.

Kepada ahli keluarga mangsa, aku tau ini satu beban yang rasa mcm tak tertanggung. Tapi percayalah, dan yakinlah dengan rahmat Allah, dengan ketentuan Allah. Sebab aku menangisi kejadian ini atas rasa itu. Gunakanlah musibah ini sebagai asas untuk doa kalian. Berdoa lah dengan bersungguh sungguh, agar mereka yang menganiayi kita akan lenyap dari muka bumi ini. Doa orang yang teraniaya itu adalah antara doa yang makbul.

Takziah aku ucapkan. Tabah lah. Sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Mengetahui akan yang terbaik buat hambaNya.

New Dilemma

Ramai yang tau sampai skang aku takde kete. G keje jalan kaki dari rumah ke stesen LRT which is about 800m away. Then naik LRT ke Masjid Jamek, tukar train ke KLCC. Overall, one way trip took me 1 hour plus 1km of walking. It is tiring I'm telling you... No doubt about it. It makes me wonder how actually other people does it. Well, I've done it for more than 3 months now. I survived. But if given a choice I won't do it la..

What makes me in doubt buying a car on my own? Memula sebab tak sempat. Balik tergesa gesa. Masa singkat utk cari kereta sendiri. Kali ni tak nak la macam dulu. Main belasah je beli Kelisa. But when I want to spend hundreds of thousand of ringgit... I think I deserve at least a test drive. Ratus ribu kot... And I want a decent comfortable family car. x mau main cekup lagi dah.

So I was thinking about my budget. Some people might think that money is not a problem for me. But that's what people think. Ok.. some part of it is correct. As of now, money is not a problem for me. But you can't predict the future. I don't want to spend all my money now and has nothing for rainy days.

After all the thinking. After all the calculations. My choices is now down to 2.... So which one peeps???

50 Hari Lagi

Quick update.

Sebab semalam g pick up my very own personalized save the date fridge magnet. Super love it! Size yang aku pilih is 50mmX50mm. Memang saja pilih kecik. N nipis. Sebab kalau pos x mau tambah duit setem.
Warna aku bagi warna tema aku. Pastu mycutelittleboutique of instagram ni buatkan design nya. Siap design dia anta wasap. Masa tu lg aku dah suka. Tapi bila dapat mcm over excited sebab it's almost weightless n shining. Cantik...
Mycutelittleboutique ni aku jumpa kat instagram. Secara tak sengaja. Takde sapa rekomen pun. Since aku lebih mementingkan professionalism berbanding harga, aku pilih dia. Ada je supplier lain,tapi layan ,cm nak x nak. Akak bukan xde duit dek non oiiii.... akak cuma nak try dapatkan a good deal aje..
Kebetulan mycutelittleboutique ni dok x jauh dari rumah aku. Kat bandar kinrara. So jimat duit pos.
Highly recommended. Search for mycutelittleboutique on instagram. You won't regret it. She's on my instagram as well for ease of searching.

And... semalam jugak g pick up my hand bouquet from Pastelicious of instagram. Yang ni x leh share bebanyak. Lom sampai masa utk share.. hehe... tapi... mmg puas hati... cair mak nak tgk mak nye hand bouquet sendiri. Rasa nak kawin la la ni jugak... highly recommended gak. She even got the exact orchid of my radiance orchid petals. Mana mak x cair...
Boleh cari pastellicious kat instagram gak. Super recommended.

Ramadhan Kareem

Ramadhan Kareem to all....

This will be my first ramadhan in Malaysia after 3 years spending it abroad. Nervous.. since this will also be the first ramadhan where I have to observe 8 working hours plus no flexibility to go home early and I live far from work. Not to mention my daily 2km walk and 1 hour lrt ride everyday.
Yes. Just because of that I'm nervous.
I hope I can be as strong as others and go through the month with patience. Do make doa so I can be that strong girl.

To all of you.. I know you are much better than me on this... Ramadhan Kareem to you again.

2 Months More

Who would have belived it? Coz I can't...
In 2 more months Insyallah I'll be married. And I feel (know) that nothing is completely prepared. Of course somethings has been ordered... But nothing is ready yet...
Checklist:
1. Nikah
  a. Baju - being tailored. Scheduled to be ready on 19th of July
  b. Veil - tak pikir lagi...still has no plan...
  c. Doorgift - ordered something for 100 guests. First come first serve. Still has yet to be ready.
  d. Make up - I'm still planning to do it myself. Hope things will go as plan.
  e. Forms - takde forms xleh nikah. N that's has yet to be submitted to imam of my qariah nor to JAIM.
  f. Pelamin nikah - determined to diy...
  g. Inai - luckily yesterday I found this inai girl at Pameran Pengantin Dataran Pahlawan. Have booked her for my inai..
  h. Food - outsourced to Kak Rozi. I know she will gv her best.

2. Langsung (the term that my neneks used for reception at bride side)
  a. Baju - again.. being tailored. Scheduled for fitting on 24th June. This one I really hope nothing will go wrong with it.
  b. Tudung - tak pikir lagi.. most probably a simple plain shawl je coz my tailor will do the veil.
  c. Doorgift - outsourced. Will only know how it looks like on the day itself.
  d. Mak andam - at least this one I already settled. Make up, pelamin, deco of dewanby Jastina bridal.
  e. Dewan - my mom have yet paid for the dewan.. ok.. don't fail me MBMB
  f. Entertainment - can't think of it.... silap2 aku nyanyi sendiri je la..
  g. Bunga pahar - ordered already. Will be ready 2 weeks before the wedding. Hopefully nothing will go wrong with the colour n design..
  h. Kad jemputan -belum print pun lagi.. hahaha... this is when people starts asking am I really going to get married or not..
  i. Food - outsorced to Mata Kuching Restaurant. It will be simple.. But I know it taste good. Hope it will satisfy my guests.

3. Bertandang
  a. Mak andam - we used the same Jastina bridal. Baju pun sewa kat dia.
  b. Tudung - this one Jastina asked me to use my own... nak yg mcm mana ek...

4. Honeymoon - nothing.. sebab x abis gaduh lagi...

Yang betul2 dah siap...
1. Photographer - hiring my trusted friend.. 5ruz... should I have 2 sets?
2. Kasut - got a nicen comfortable shoes kat Jusco Bandaraya Melaka for RM89.90. Am happy with it.
3. Hantaran - on track. Not yet completed sebab I keep using my credit card for my handbags.. hehehehe... But it will be complete before raya. I promise.
4. My angels - got my best friends as my pahar girls and pengapit. Gonna shop for ur token of appreciation...

However... I really want a Bachelorette Party. I'm thinking of either spa or karaoke. Or can I have both? But I know my friends condition.. would it be too weird if I plan and pay for my own party? Hahaha...
 

Weekend Yang Produktif

Sabtu cuti umum sekpena hari keputeraan rasmi agong. Company aku akan ganti cutinya ke hari Jumaat kalau cuti umum tu jatuh pada hari sabtu. So aku determined nak selesaikan beberapa perkara  yg biasanya hanya boleh diselesaikan pada hari bekerja.
Pertamanya ambik borang nikah kat Jabatan Agama Islam Melaka. Apparently kat Melaka borang kena amik kat ofis JAIM. Takleh download kat internet. Masa amik borg tu aku tanya habis habisan apa nak kena buat step by step. Tak kuasa nak berpatah patah balik kalau dokumen x lengkap.

Lepas ambik borang terus g tempah kad jemputan. Releks gila ni baru nak tempah. Lagi 75 hari je kot.. haha.. kad plak nak yg lawa, tapi nak murah. Wat last minute. Bagus la tu.. memang x dapat la jawabnya kan. Tempat tempah kad kawin ni dekat je dengan JAIM. Cross the street je. Sekali parking settle dua keje.

Petang nya aku g wat ujian saringan HIV kat Klinik Kesihatan Ayer Keroh. Hari jumaat mmg dia bukak 3-4 ptg je utk ujian ni. Hari isnin sampai khamis 2-4 ptg. Sebelum g ni mmg kena bawak borg yg JAIM bagi. Jadinya kalau nak g pastikan ada borg tu dulu baru pegi. Ujian ni free. Time taken to complete the process is 1hour.

Siap hal2 hari jumaat. Semuanya hal2 yg kena selesaikan masa hari bekerja. Jimat cuti aku.. huhu...

Sabtu plak g mak andam. Finalize apa yg patut... fitting baju siap... bayar deposit bagai.. senang hati dah. Both of us pakai khidmat mak andam yang sama. Kat melaka ni antara yang glamer is Jastina Bridal yg dijaga oleh Aunty Zukiah. Baju dia nampak xde la org dah pakai 5 kali. So selesa la sket..

Pas setel mak andam, kitorg g jusco. Saje nak bersesak. Hasilnya, aku jumpa kasut yang memenuhi kriteria yang aku cari. Tinggi lebih 4inci, silver colour and selesa. Tak dak brand pun. Tapi mmg selesa sungguh. Rasa lagi selesa dari charles and keith nye kasut aritu. Sampai minah kat kedai tu tanya "akak mmg biasa pakai kasut tinggi ke?". Maknanya jelas sungguh keselesaan nya aku berjalan. Brapa kali aku sebut selesa?

Kesimpulannya, aku puas hati dengan weekend yang produktif ini.

Kursus Kawin

Oh my... lagi 3bulan... satu haprak pun x siap lagi.. n we won't be able to get married without attending this kursus kawin.
We finally attended the kursus. We chose Putrajaya.. well actually he's the one who chose Putrajaya. X tau apsal. Since he's my ride I'm forced to go along la..
Kursus ni very basic. Being one of budak skolah agama I do feel a little bit bored. If it's not for a funny ustaz and ustazah I might have fallen asleep. Tapi kalau org yg x pernah blaja kat any skolah agama I think the info is not even close to enough. Nevertheless, it is still a step that is taken by Jakim to ensure that at least the bride n groom to be know what they don't know.
Ha... now I remember why my incik chose Putrajaya. .  Because this is the nearest to us that is handled directly by Jakim. See... he does has his reasons...

Florist in KL

Ok.. I feel I have to blog this to give credit to this florist. It's like the fastest and most efficient florist I ever deal with.
It's my friend's birthday today. A friend I just got to know recently and got close to. I know I'm not able to spend time with her. So I decided to send something to her.
So I just google florist delivery klcc. A number of link came out. I just chose the most reasonable price of all. Without any reference from anybody. I chose

http://www.floristhut.com

With RM78, I got to send a flower bouquet consists of 10roses and few other flowers (please refer to picture attach) plus a box of forrero rocher to my friend's office at Menara Perak within one hour after payment is made.

Seriously I'm impressed. This is never gonna happen in AD though. I'm glad to be home...

Dress Hunting

I hv been contemplating a lot weather or not to blog about my W-day. But then I guess this is also my diary where I would like to keep some memories of my life. So I decided to start blogging about it.

First on my list is to settle the long lead item (I'm still an engineer) which is the dress. Sewa or beli or buat? We have issue of odd size to sewa n beli. Me the hobbit and him the lonjong. Not a perfect match I guess. But I still think being hobbit is much better than lonjong. At least we can buy any sizes and just cut some off. Kan?

Ok.. back to the storyline...

I decided to tempah. I have some material from Abu Dhabi. Now.... where?

I asked around... mostly... the cheapest is... rm2000. I was like whaaattttt..... I asked my mak andam for advice and she suggested her tailor in ampang. Debor gak masa g tu... kot la beribu gak.. Alhamdulillah dia cas rm580 utk baju perempuan including veil and rm200 utk lelaki including the baju agong.

We came back happy... till now la... sok dah tgk hasilnya will update tahap happiness tu ye...

Being Cheezy

Rasanya kalau tgh berkasih sayang ni mmg akan jadi cheezy ke? Coz my incik that I knew was never this cheezy. But I do appreacite this cheeziness of him..

Scene at kedai cincin for men:

Incik (to salesgirl) : material ni kalau bwk masuk laut berkarat tak?
Me : why do u want to bring it dalam laut in the first place?
Incik : Coz I want to wear it masa diving?
Me : But why...???
Incik : So that the mermaids know that I'm married....

Well, we've been looking for cincin kawin for man... susah gak considering he's in was was situation on any % of gold at all in the campuran to make suasa, white gold is out, platinum is way too expensive, and silver (even though it's 316L grade..... still was was on the karat... <- this is me being engineer where now we used 904L for marine application...) and my Incik is quite picky....

If you have any suggestion on where to buy and what material you think is ok for man do let me know... I would really appreciate that... thanks...

Oh My Champ!

Huwaaaaaaaa. ....

Rasanya semalam almost satu klang valley hujan dengan lebatnya. Me being one of lrt commuters now are affected as well.
Mula mula mcm berfikir fikir... nak redah aje ke jalan balik rumah from lrt station or tgu hujan reda. Hujan has been pouring since 4pm. Kol 6.40 still kilat sabung menyabung. Tunggu till 6.50 like that... tak berenti hujan ni rasanya.. so I started walking...
So far so good. Not too much damage other than my Sacoor loafers. Tapi nak buat cmne.. nama pun kasut.. it suppose to protect my feet pun kan.. few meters to my apartment's guard house.... Woooossshhhh!!!!!
A car passed by laju gila and splashed the whole pond of water by the road side to me. Half of my body got wet. Macam mandi. And the worse thing is... my Longchamp. .....

Imagine if it's my Burberry. . Harus aku g beli kete dan dan tu gak...

Who's That Girl

Ramai yang x tau... and I took some time before posting this. Kenapa? Entah lah.. Both him n myself has been keeping each other a secret from anybody for quite some time.. And we're still trying to keep it that way.
Tapi lama2 org akan tau jugak... kan?
My E-day was 8th March 2014. A simple event. Dress in one of poplook creations. Make up using my own techniques. And headress with the help of my sister.
Honestly... I only have a selfie picture of myself in my tablet. Nothing more. Gambar lain semua kat org.
Excited? Sapa yang tak.. Cuma we kept things very simple. He didn't even come during or after the event. We're hoping to have a simple wedding as well.

#prayformh370

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,
Sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Pengasih
Engkau yang memiliki segala yang zahir dan ghaib
Engkau juga yang Maha Mengetahui akan segala yang berlaku di alam ini

Ya Allah Tuhan sekalian alam,
Berilah petunjuk ke dalam hati kami
Kau permudahkan lah urusan mencari dan menyelamat ini Ya Allah
Kau leraikanlah kebuntuan yang kami hadapi ini Ya Allah
Sesungguhnya kami hanya mampu berharapkan petunjuk dariMu Ya Allah

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,
Kau tabahkanlah hati kami
Kau berilah kekuatan kepada keluarga mangsa tragedi ini Ya Allah
Kekuatan agar mereka mampu menghadapi sebarang kemungkinan
Kekuatan agar kami tidak lupa kepadaMu Ya Allah

Ya Allah
Kau pelihara lah negara kami dari niat jahat mereka yang ingin mengambil kesempatan
Kau jauhilah anasir jahat dari mendekati kami
Sesungguhnya semua ini adalah mustahil tanpa bantuan dan perlindungan dariMu Ya Allah....

Amin... Ya Rabbalalamin...

Sister's Beauty Lounge

It's been 3 years now I've been visiting Sister's at least once a month. There're times that I went there for almost every week. For various reasons actually. Coz for me, this is my 'safe house'. Truth is, it's a one stop beauty centre.
Really.. They do not just mani pedi, but facials, hair style/treatment, hammam, massage and slimming. What make me so attach with Sister's is that they don't just have a lot of treatments/services, each of the services has a different kind too. You don't have to stick one favourite, you can do it according to your need.
Take facials for example, you may need a whitening this month but may be just deep cleansing the next month.. And massage, you may need an aromatherapy this week, but a deep tissue the next. And have I mentioned that I've always went it with some problems and come out feeling relaxed, at ease and smiling..

My Goodbye Trip

Ramai yang dah tau... aku skang dah balik for good. Istilah yang digunakan oleh Malaysian expat in Abu Dhabi untuk mereka yang kembali bermastautin di tanah air.
Ceritanya dah lama.. tapi atas sebab tak mau kecoh2 dan xde yang pasti lagi, aku diamkan perkara ni. Dan bila dah pasti keadaan kelam kabut plak. So x sempat nak buat daily update kat sini.
Nak tinggalkan kehidupan kat AD mmg susah..literally susah.. huhu... maybe utk aku je kot.. sebab aku komited dgn keje. Ada sorg colleague aku yg resign pada hari yg sama, lepas resign je dia terus buat x tau dgn keje dia. Siap x masuk ofis. Aku x boleh. Akal dan hati aku kata tak boleh. Walau macam mana pun, sepanjang notice period tu aku dibayar gaji. Bersih ke gaji aku kalau aku tak serve as how i'm supposed to?
Dari segi hati... berat... walaupun hanya 3 tahun kat AD, masih berat. Takut nak balik. Nak tinggalkan kehidupan yg tenang kat AD? Gila ke?! Cumanya kita tau.. nak tak nak... satu hari nanti kena balik jugak. Sebelum jadi sesuatu yg akan dikesalkan, baik balik sekarang.
Justeru, kakak2 aku datang bercuti dan aku pusing UAE ke tempat2 yg akan kukenang sehingga akhir hayat. Sampai jugak aku ke observation deck Burj Khalifah, Musandam dan Emirates Palace Hotel. Dapat jugak shopping kat Naif and makan Afghan Kebab. Buat last visit ke kedai kain Century.. huhu.. sob sob..
Insyallah... kalau diberi peluang memang aku nak kembali.. samada sebagai tourist atau kembali mastautin kat sana.
Aku berdoa keputusan aku untuk kembali ni adalah yang terbaik buat diriku. Aku yakin dengan rancangan Allah buat diriku..

Boy (Man) vs Girl (Woman)

We change.. A lot and according to time. We are very up to date. But never expect our man to change. If he likes his mom's cooking then just accept him as he is. Yours can never beat it. ☆

Thinking of Wearing Hijab?

This is so cool... Can't help but has to share it. And so true as well....  My 'best moment' would be number 2... More things to shop!! 

Spread the words peeps...

Tahun Baru

Selamat Tahun Baru!

Dah masuk tahun 2014... Tahun yang baru.. 

Kalau masa kat skolah dulu mesti kena buat karangan azam tahun baru.

Perlu ke azam tahun baru ni? In my opinion, perlu. Supaya kita akan sentiasa mempertingkat kan value diri kita. Jarang la kot orang berazam nak jadi jahat kan... Tapi azam ni tak semestinya masa tahun baru je kena buat. Bila2 pun boleh.. Yang paling penting kena set target yg realistik and timeframe. 

Tapi aku pun takmo cite apa azam aku... hahahha... cukup aku sorg je yg tau.. kalau nak simpan azam kat diri sendiri ke takleh ngelat la.... nanti sedap2 je tukar kan... huhu..

N btw, aku rasa seronok sangat sebab berjaya (bagi aku berjaya la) melawan hasutan syaitan dari memutuskan silaturrahim antara sahabat. Aku lawan perasaan kecik hati and pergi jugak ucapkan tahniah and dengar cerita dia. Alhamdulillah... Aku rasa lega sangat after doing so. Hopefully aku boleh teruskan sikap ni (ni pun dikira azam gak ni... nak elakkan perasaan hasad)

Patience

I hope next time I'm losing patience with someone I would remember this (or be reminded by this).