A Month Has Passed

Berhabuk.. bersarang... bersawang dah ini blog.. hahaha.. tak sempat nak update pasal my wedding pun...

Pejam celik pejam celik dah sebulan (lebih) dah me being a wife. A lot has happened ever since. I've been busy.. really busy with work and life. And it really makes me wonder how did others do it. Probably they just sleep less.. hahahha...

I will try my best to update the story of the wedding. I promise... I promise myself and you..

Ok.. Sabar ekkk...

Stay tuned..

One More Week

The clock is really ticking... fast... huhu...

sedar tak sedar lagi seminggu je lagi. Insyallah minggu depan aku akan jadi isteri orang. Cuak? Hell yeah... Sedia? Also yes... Everything will be new. Yang paling takut is the fact that I can no longer make decision on my own, but he can. Oh my... Mmg menggigil part ni. As a person who makes her own decision for the longest time ever... the expectation to be a follower to mmg menakutkan.

agaknye sbb tu la ada je org yg tak kawin kawin kan... ada gak la time time yg kecut perut n rasa nak putuskan je. serius ada.. tapi he is very understanding, very mature, n sangat la penyabar. aku ni baran kot.. keras kepala.. semuanya la kat aku. huhu... kalau buku bertemu ruas mmg ada harapan tak jadi kawin.

Insyallah... doa aku hanya untuk segalanya berjalan lancar dan seterusnya juga lancar sehingga ke akhirnya. Tak mau slalu gaduh2 pasal aku tau diri aku yg keras hati ni kalau gaduh mmg susah naik baik balik..

Pada yang belum beli hadiah lagi masih sempat nak berbuat demikian. Antara wish list aku ialah toaster oven, TV Sony Bravia 50", microwave, coffee machine cbtl, and lots of corningware utk hidang makanan... arasso?

Bak Tailor

Ever heard of them?
Quite famous right.....

We decided to let Bak tailored my man's baju nikah.
The baju siap on 24th July. But since it's meant for nikah, not for raya, we decided to pick it up later after raya la..
So we went to Shah Alam branch where we sent the kain in the first place. The girl relek je cakap, "Baju abang ni kitorg dah hantar ke Jalan TAR. Abg g ambik kat sana la.."
We were like "Kenapa anta ke Jalan TAR?"
And she was like "Semua baju yg tak ambik sebelum raya kita hantar sana"
Terus makcik hangin... In my mind was like "ko nak jual ke apa baju tu..."
Then we asked HER to go to Jalan TAR THERE and THEN. Gila apa kitorg lak yg nak g Jalan TAR tu... Sesia anta kain kat Shah Alam kan...

Then nak sedapkan hati kitorg the girl cakap sampin ada kat situ. She went to get it and gave it to us. The moment she took it out from the plastic I was like "Itu bukan sampin kitorg...."

End up, we waited 3 hours for them to go to Jalan TAR and come back as well as look for our sampin. The sampin that I bought match the lining of my dress. Even though it's not that expensive it's still kind of hard to replace.

We wanted money (obviously) but they didn't want to pay. They said we can choose whichever sampin from the kedai and it will be free. The girl keep trying to get us to take those 200-300 Ringgit sampin. Hell no.... We chose...

Hamik ko...

And she checked the sampin and told us that "sampin ni belum jahit ni"

We quickly replied "tak pe takpe.. kami jahit sendiri...."

Takde nye la nak anta baju lagi ke any Bak Tailor. It's really a bad experience...

Sekian.

2 More Weeks

Lagi 2 minggu...

START PANICKING!!!!

Baju nikah masih besar. Belum alter. (Note to self: call Kak Za Tailor and book her that week for my alteration)

Baju sanding BELUM SIAP. Rasanya kena alter lagi... (Note to self: stay gemuk like this or your baju sanding will be a baggy one)

Bunga pahar pun BELUM SIAP. (Note to self: sabar je la)

And now is the time for me to start worrying weather the band that my uncle has booked for me can sing my songs or not.
Is there any chances Anuar Zain will come for a surprise wedding gift for his fan? I need him to sing Teman Terulung while I'm walking down the aisle.....

Opppss... Lupa

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

MH 17 AMS-KUL

"Ya Allah! Besar sungguh kekuasaan Mu. Di kala kami menyambut 10 Ramadhan yang terakhir... Di kala hening subuh Jumaat Mu yang barakah... Kau tunjukkan kepada kami ... Kau mampu menjadikan musibah satu keistimewaan..."

Betapa agung nya ketetapan yg telah Kau berikan...

Ramai yang tau aku dulu kerja fly sana sini walaupun aku bukan airline crew. There was a joke saying that I flew more than the crew itself. And flying over Russia is one of my routes.

Tapi skang aku dh keje on the ground. Aku pernah menyesal balik keje Malaysia. Hari2 penat bersesak dlm LRT. Penat commute sejam utk g keje and another hour utk balik keje. Kena tido awal sbb penat plus kedai pun tutup awal. Taraf hidup tinggi. Gaji kecik. Jerebu. Apa je yg takde...

Allah itu Maha Mengetahui. My mom wouldn't be able to sleep in peace kalau aku still flying around. I would be flying with terror myself. Seminggu lepas aku balik, Allah hilangkan MH370. 3 bulan kemudian satu lagi nahas. Ya Allah, aku akur dengan ketetapan Mu... Alhamdulillah.

On the other hand... aku tau ini buka  sign utk aku sorg ja.. Allah jemput mereka yg terlibat pada malam jumaat dalam 10 malam terakhir Ramadhan. Istimewa sungguh jemputan itu. Dan aku yakin, mereka yang terlibat kini sedang tersenyum menikmati syahid kecil yang Allah hadiahkan.

Kepada ahli keluarga mangsa, aku tau ini satu beban yang rasa mcm tak tertanggung. Tapi percayalah, dan yakinlah dengan rahmat Allah, dengan ketentuan Allah. Sebab aku menangisi kejadian ini atas rasa itu. Gunakanlah musibah ini sebagai asas untuk doa kalian. Berdoa lah dengan bersungguh sungguh, agar mereka yang menganiayi kita akan lenyap dari muka bumi ini. Doa orang yang teraniaya itu adalah antara doa yang makbul.

Takziah aku ucapkan. Tabah lah. Sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Mengetahui akan yang terbaik buat hambaNya.